Don't know what to do with this day. What to do with this leading- this spotlight shining in a direction I am unsure of. In the past, I have taken small steps forward then backward - had faith and doubted. The destination always far more miraculous then I could dream. One would think with such a past if God is showing me a path I'd run to it. One would think. I am feeling drawn, I am feeling anxious, I am feeling anticipation. God has never let me down, never let me go or ever had anything but a plan far superior to my own. I will let that stew. I will be still, listen, and gaze in the direction He is pointing me. Breathing, praying and being.